 sacerlupus [Profile] 2010/9/1 - 0:18:14 Today in school was just.. just terrible in my opinion. Bad enough I had to retake English over but I also had that one student that you just can't stand. I've tolorated him tell today.. He decided to through a pencil at me. Not exactly at me.. the person it was ment for dodged and the pencil smacked me right in the face. This freakin freshman didn't toss the pencil, NO, he threw the darn thing as if it was a baseball. I have anger problems but I caught myself before tackling him and beating his brains out.. I actually caught myself. But by the time I got to the teachers desk I was shaking, hyperventalating (sorry about such mess spelled words *horrible at grammer*) and tears were slipping out little by little. My voice was cracking up.. I hate when that happens. It took a lot for me to take control and walk away from the kid.. She sent me to the councel and my English classes where switched around. I probably wont be able to stand seeing that kids face. He IS a very distracting, unrespective, and very unmature child. I'm happy that was my only class with him and hope.. HOPE.. I will never cross paths with him. At least not for awhile. I'm sorry for the rant and using the pencil tool. I needed to.. get the load off my shoulders. I feel like NDA is family or a friend to go to. To share. To get comfurt.. I'm done~
Its lies that are killing me inside.
All the games they play.. that they play.
Inside my head.. inside my head.
Everys single day.
kalisa14 [Profile] 2010/9/1 - 3:48:34 im having the same kind of morning. itll get better. exoticdreamer [Profile] 2010/9/1 - 9:39:47 The fact you didn't beat him up is pretty great. You're quite mature for handling it that way, just brush it off and ignore him. Life is to short to cry and worry about such things as a guy you can't stand. Don't worry about that. Focus on the good things in school, if he bothers you just don't talk to him. (: Listen to happy music, it helps.
This picture is beautiful. The shirt is pretty, and I love the outline of the skin but the skin is purple. It looks very nice. The tears are pretty, and I really love the ears. The way you made the glowing words is a very nice touch. Keep up the good work Sarcer. <3 pc-fantasyfreek-mdl [Profile] 2010/9/1 - 11:53:8 I agree with exoticdreamer about the way you handled the situation, but in all fairness, if I didnt have a reputation and strict parents to wory about, I defenitaly would have beaten his brains out. for sure! But thats just me. yea I have serious anger issues.
I know what you mean when you said NDA is like a friend or family! I feel the same thing and I've only been here for a short while! Such a great place!
I really like this picture! especially the glowing words! firespitter [Profile] 2010/9/1 - 16:7:30 i feel really sorry for you. there are people like that at my school. i hope your day gets better. lizziecat1279 [Profile] 2010/9/1 - 21:29:24 i feel honored that you think of this site as a family. i completely agree.
but the way you handled this was amazing. i typically take out my anger on a drawing or write poetry.
but the fact that you didn't beat him up is nice, and i'm glad that you (hopefully) won't have to deal with him ever again ^^
anywho, this is a very nice picture. i love the face and hair espacially dawnsong [Profile] 2010/9/2 - 13:15:53 I like the way you did this picture... my school starts back up on the 7th, and there are some people I can't stand there :( You did awesome in not beating the kid's brains out... I son't get angry when people throw things at me, (okay, maybe I do...) but what really gets me mad enough to punch someone is when they start making fun of my friend, who has absolutely no skills in defending herself at all. *rolls eyes*
Anyway, I think the colours you used in this are really awesome, I love the light green and purple together ^^
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